Thoughts: Valentines

persons hands forming heart, outside with blurred tree and lamp post in background

I was aware of valentines day from a very young age. At primary school you could become the most popular kid in the year if you had a valentine. Looking back, it’s slightly weird encouraging little kids to declare their love for each other with cards. I wasn’t one of those kids though, I was the one who got a sympathy valentines card from my parents.

By the time I started dating my now boyfriend I knew that valentines day was nothing more than consumerism disguised as a historical celebration. But, having never experienced getting a card (in the conventional way), I still wanted that experience, just once. I don’t care about being showered with gifts or taken out for a fancy meal – to me, this is not how you show someone you love them.

There are now have alternate days like Galentines (thank you Leslie Knope) and Palentines; alternatives that I wish had been around when I was struggling with my single-dom in my late teens and early twenties. I grew up in the last of the era of rom-coms, where love will save you. The nature of loving yourself first, before loving someone else was generally unheard of. Media still define women by the relationships they have had or are in, but there were few female role models out there who celebrated personal achievements before love.

Being as I personally know how crap valentines day can make you feel, I think it’s one that’s better to avoid. Avoid in the traditional sense of tacky/expensive gifts. There are no public declarations of love. Instead we sit next to each other on the sofa like an old married couple – him reading and me typing away – occasionally we hold hands and it feels like bliss. I look forward to the evening, for the weekly family zoom, where as we catch up from miles apart, it brings us closers and fills us with love for one another. Because love shouldn’t just be about romance.

Why do we confine love to one day of the year? When love is so much bigger than one day or one person.

12 Comments

  1. I so get you! I used to be so enamoured by Valentine’s Day when I was in my teens and early 20s. In my then relationships – I’d go out of my way to spend time, energy and crazy money on this make believe holiday. ๐Ÿ™ˆ But the past few years – I’ve stayed away from the madness. Being single this time around – it hasn’t been the easiest to ignore. ๐Ÿ™ˆ

    Liked by 2 people

    1. It is harder to ignore when you are single but remember that the day is for consumerism and has no bearing on your worthiness. You are amazing. Treat yourself instead ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿค—

      Like

  2. โ€œBecause love shouldnโ€™t just be about romanceโ€ โ€”Yes๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿฝ

    I feel you! I gave up on valentines with all my broken hearts of teenage years. Still waiting on the rose, I prefer written letters of love, I guess than cards๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ™ˆ

    Like you said, love is so much bigger than one day or one person. Love this piece, it felt like a giant hug๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿค— xx

    Liked by 2 people

    1. I love that ๐Ÿ˜ like to All the boys I’ve loved ๐Ÿ’•
      Aww thank you ๐Ÿค— hope you show yourself some love today, even if it’s small – you are worthy of it ๐Ÿ˜

      Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply to sakshisoni Cancel reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s